I am still alive...!!???!!??

Transformation, confusion, uncertainty, future? Things got strange instead of resolving themselves. No sleep and no decision. The future lost its charm and became a monster on the hunt. The doors are closing, the bridges are falling. The golden path is full of mud. Water keeps falling on the rocks of decision exposing their components, washing away what binds them.

Something is really wrong in this world. At least in my world, the world where my friends live. I go and read their blogs and the only thing I see is people depressed, disappointed, desperate. It is very sad to see this happening at the same time to too many friends, but what really makes me sad is that there are things that I could do to help them, but I just don't think I can afford it right now.

I'm afraid, but I just don't have time for it right now. I have to move on... I have to go to work. I am still alive....

 without Cheer,

--sudhan--