What do I want....?

Life is going alright here. Been really busy lately, with a lot of late nighters working on work-related things. Me, as a "yes" guy decided to help out and suddenly I had just too much work to do. But it was done and not it's with the network.but I guess I've been so tired lately that my feelings are simply numb. And, hey, I'm not complaining.


It all goes back to my inability to assert things to people in a way that they will accept and act on it.If i continue this, i am getting that 'Hari is Harsh/Rude' Tag. I trust people too much and I don't trust myself enough(now am thinking to change it other way). So, when multiple people ask for something, even when I know it shouldn't work, I decide to go ahead with it and get to the same conclusion the practical way.

It's very interesting how often you have to amaze yourself with how some things around you never change. You can't then convince yourself that actually what doesn't change is you. A person grows older, but it's still the same person with the same crazy ideas about the world.

Yes, that's sometimes good, because that means you get all your life to apply your crazy ideas (and not just short spans of craziness that most probably won't change a thing). But that's sometimes bad when it keeps reminding you that you are something else.


Where to go? Why to go?
My shoe laces are untied
If I move I'll fall
Or can I just tie them?
Why change? Let it be, it's better

Silence around me
Where am I?
What do I want?

Cheers,
Sudhan.