For you stupid people

Soon as I start to play a song on my laptop. I should be able to feel the tone itself. rather than imagining of a song. If I want to express how I feel, how I am today.then continue to the tone or the chord that speak of my mind, matching and matching, feels better.

I should be able to feel the tone, if I’m not feeling well it means I’m in the bad condition today.

Music worth, and musical instrument worth, I’m not worth that much , so it’s always stupids making me work on a blog entry and not letting me spending time of my own.I’m da stupid one. Thank you for letting me know, Thank you for your teaching, it’s lovely. So what’s their gentle non-sense words saying there is something wrong with people who following the core ? Simply to make me stupid.

Still playing a trick on me, delivering hands and etc.. still decorating non sense like the beauty of truths. what’s the reason that I should be able to accept your non-sense comments when I’m not including you in my life ? I ain’t your daddy, You ain’t my mother.

I don’t and I shouldn’t really care about others, because I know they are busy to find their happiness by finding the core element for and of their lives. I suppose someone who visits this blog might having a trouble with their activity, maybe they only found some interests of reading to make fun of my life troubles. I never caused troubles that have been blamed on me. Why you kicking me ?

So I should crawl from the gutter ? Kill you...these stupids are hunting me every seconds to make me down. they don’t like me living in the honesty and growing any love bigger for my life.

If you found the gutter makes a life, you should crawl from the gutter. I don’t think the gutter make a life. That is why you always letting me and you stepping on the society but placing you and me at the bottom everyday. when they don’t worth like what they own.

That doesn’t bother me. if the non sense built this world, it means that I have born as a hole.


I know what money printing machines of the national bank has been worked as. so tell the non sense. bother someone who is fine and living with the real optimism of their lives. I know you built your own tragedy and now you want someone, anyone instead of your death that everyone wish. so you need to tell the non sense, that is why I made a mistake of speaking with everyone .What you really need is the new lie book.. Is it for you or is it for myself and others ?

Just like I told you of this when you were telling me that I don’t know the world.

~Sudhan