Will Happiness also give pain...??

The worst type of sadness is the one caused by a happy moment. One that you see everybody around you jumping up in excitement while all you want to do is to go a dark corner and stay there alone for some time. The interesting thing is that this happened to me quite often lately. I could go through all the cases, but I'll only mention the latest: yesterday my elder brother got engaged!

Isn't this great? A brother that many times said that he would never get married seems to have found his love and now, after about 2 years together, is engaged! What makes all this sad? That should be very evident: I never met the girl. I talked to her on the phone once for 10 seconds when I wanted to talk with my brother (she kept trying to be nice to me and I bluntly interrupted her asking to talk with my brother). It is scarry that I'm becoming this other person, distant from what is happening with my family. Yesterday I wished I could drop everything I have here at office and move back to my native...

I wished I had a lighter note to end this... Maybe "MY BROTHER IS ENGAGED!"

Cheers,

Sudhan